| | i guess sometimes im unstabile and uncapable of functioning..i cant always be the steadfast ground everyone wants me to be...im always the strong voice that encourages them on...the mighty hand that pushes them through..the will power that sees them through but sometimes i just break dowm..i guess it just starts as a small tiny crack at the center of my heart that no one even notices..not even me..and it grows and grows until it too late for words to fix it. i feel like breaking down. im sorry if ive caused you pain..its really not your fault..really...ive been so caught up in keeping others motiated iive let myslelf down...on finals..home life..i need to get my priorities straight..i nee to figure things out. I cant always be so strong i cant always be so ready with witty words and a smile plastered on my face..i need to breath i need to see the stars again..man remember the stars? god...that says so much right there..i think you understand. i hope you understand. i NEED you to understand right now. dont bail out on me now. i just..i just need...wel i need ..ME |
| | Posted 5/23/2005 9:19 PM - 12 Views - 0 eProps - 0 comments
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