well ive reverted bac to my old site

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www.xanga.com/snagglefree

yes im bi polar

shibby

once in your life when you let your guards down..when you let all your defenses go when you let go that air of breath youve been holding in for so long you realize what youve been missing all along...what youve punsihed yourslef to this comfinement of lonliness and haunting memories of the past that only easts away at these wounds..

But it feels so good to love, be loved, to say those words..and you never deserved this..you never deserved to be turned away..to be treated so coldly..when ally uo gave was love and kind words to aoften my wothering soul..it was you who made me see all this..it was you who set my soul free..

You give me so much..i value everything unmaterialistic and you repelnish the bounty wherever i turn..however can i repay you? i realized how much i love you when hung up the phone and my heart longed to pick it up and dial your number i missed you so bad...ive neevr felt the pain this love brings..but it feels so good

now that ive said it the word taste so good i want to say it again and again liek candy to a child i love you i love you i love you i cant get enough of you how could i not realize this before? i see things as if theyre new now...and youve given me this gift..god why arent you here? i would give you back the favor in a heartbeat..your heart beat..i want to be next to mine..in rhythmn with mine..in time in time ill be with you....god time is my enemy now...

hmm one more day..and it seems things have been getting better with people and school and now i have to go and maybe never never look back..i look into the faces of those ive spent tow years with and its painful to realize that i may not ever see them again...such heartfelt memories overcome my mind..i crave to go back in time..i remember the first day i came here in arkansas ..not knowing a soul..not knowing what i know now..so hopeful..careless..i carry heavy burdens with me now..as i did with me then but i also carry memories and friends that ill forever be grateful for and hold on for dear life.

Theres so much passion in your eyes but so much fear in your eyes..dont look back now..all has been said and done..the truth has been laid out before us..if they cant accept us then well just hold onto eachother...

*sigh*

im feeling more like myself lately..my personality is coming back again im feeling more alive today..im spreading from the inside out..i like this feeling..

im staring nervously at my guitar..its callign my name *heh* yeah i know what you all are thinking..im on ctack but really..i think i need to play again...this cd made me feel some things i havnt felt in a while..mad danielle ive really missed you god damn... i think ill be brave enough to take it out tomorrow and feel it..but thats pushing it..heh..i guess when i started wearing my lucky pick lately was telling me something...

hmm and why did i let this dude sign my year book??

"whats up stalker? i cant believe your leaving! who am i going to stalk next year? well ill tell you that i think you are "hot" but yeah. im going to miss "bumping" into you at random times. hahahhaah i miss you already tear tear

your favorite stalker band geek 

and then all these weird ass smiley faces all over

*sigh*

they should have a mental test that you have to take at our school that peole have to take that if you fail you cant get in...thats all i have to say

hmmm....1 week since you asked me !! *smiles* but i count since our phone convo...4 hours and 23 sec. aye? lol that was great... lets see if we can break that record sometime lol

well i heart you all..im out for now